Bits and pieces

I suddenly find myself opening up to my buddies Sol and Thoni, about my past. Concerning A close and dear friend and someone I once loved.

As i started to reminisce all those still quite painful events, I know in myself that although bits of pieces of details are all a bit flaky , somehow the pain of betrayal still lingers. Not that much to cry on but enough to feel the sting.

I dont know what happened to him, but as to that dear friend, I am still communicating with her, I never confronted her of what happened back then, I just simply slowly drifted away from her.

Whatever transpired between us, I still consider her as a friend. Somehow, those many years spent are not enough to just forget just because of what happened. I have my own misgivings as she too has.

"Sometimes your closest friend is your greatest enemy."

I was thinking this way back then, but now as time heals all wound:

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."

Just like what I feel from having Sol and Thoni as my dearest friends.