unpreparedness + procastination = anxiety and stress

hehe.. this coming sat and sunday will be our first open pre-board exams..

I dont know if ive got the courage (yeah i think so..) and the knowledge ( that, I dont think I have lots..) haha.. ano bayan Onette, what's happening to you? slacker!

Sadly, Im at lost (still) in doing the straight problems, i still have to iron out my understanding of the principles.. i dont want to just memorize the tricks, the formulas and presentation but the underlying principles behind that problem.. which is a sustaining one for a 1st reviewer like me.

Anyhoo, i promised to start this Half of term with zest and fervor not to be idle again haha..no more justification for me not reading my handouts..

well, a poem for me to just to stay positive..

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others;
It is because we are different..and each of us is special..!

Don't set your goals by what other people deem important...
Only God knows what is best for you.!

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart..
Cling to that as you would live your life, for without them, Life is meaningless....!

Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or future...
By living your life one day at a time..you live all the days of your life!

Don't give up when you still have something to give...
Nothing is really over..until the moment you stop trying!!!

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect...
It is the fragile thread that binds us to each other...

Don't be afraid to encounter risks...
It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave!!

Don't shut love out of your life by saying its impossible to find..
The quickest way to receive love is to give love...
The fastest way to keep love is to give it wings...

Don't dismiss your dreams...to be without your dreams is to be without hope...
To be without hope is to be without purpose!

Dont' run through life so fast that you forget where you've been...
But also know where you're going..
Life is not a race but a journey to be savored every step of the way!!!

Guess what's upholding my Happiness?

Bugsy and I will be going on a vacation this coming March..haha.. fingers crossed that I dont end up crying again at the NAIA 3 (naiwanan ng flight to bora) haha..considering that place is our Honeymoon destination..Well, we still enjoyed (especially Bugsy) our sudden trip to Baguio..Im not crying because I wanted to go to THAT place, Im crying because I lost 5k due to my carelessness haha..Now, if... IF ever we arrived late again, I dont have to shed so much tears, yeah I'll cry but just a little bit..for I've got the ticket for only Php 960.00 hahaha.. for TWO? and round trip at that..huwehuwehuwe.. good deals, good deals..

cant wait, hope Bugsy's finals aint scheduled to be on that dates.. grrr..

Guimaras here WE come!

Something about my MAN

Calling all those with partners! I got this from Wifelysteps's blog.

Catchy though: I've answered all the questions all bymyself, hoping I do know my Bugsy confidently hehe.. later I'll ask him these questions and see myself how i rate. nyahahah!

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV: what is on the screen?
NBA or Horror.

2. You are out to eat: What kind of dressing does he put on his salad?
All kinds of dressing that is available.


3. What is the one food he doesn’t like?
Paksiw na Fish? anykind of fish viand except if its fried he'll eat.


4. You go out to the bar: what does he order?
haha, same with me, fruit juices..nothing else!

5. Where did he go to high school?
Letran


6. What size shoe does he wear?
humm..patay! 9?

7. If he were to collect anything, what would it be?
he's into DVD now, probably, all kinds of Gym equipment?



8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
not the standard one, grilled preferrably ( imean the meat)


9. What would the husband eat every day if he could?
papaya! hahaha and calamansi!

10. What is his favorite cereal?
he prefers Oatmeal



11. What would he never wear?
Jewelry.. haha.. i keep bugging him to wear our wedding ring hehe


12. What is his favorite sports team?
Lakers? or Pistons? am not sure..

13. Who will he vote for?
Obama for US for Phils? haha we'll both take a LOA for sure..


14. Who is his best friend?
Hope its Me!


15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
Sleeping too much, and not getting exercise..lazy lazy..


16. How many states has he lived in?
States - 1 or three?
Metro - 1



17. What is his heritage?
Filipino (looking chinese haha)


18. You bake him a cake for his birthday: what kind?
Nah, i dont bake..sad..sad.. Well, i'll probably buy him Mango Cake from Sweet Ideas!


19. Did he play sports in high school?
Yep. Basketball and Table Tennis. Chess too?

20. What could he spend hours doing?
Reading, watching movies? tinkering something..exercising.. locking himself in the bathroom? haha.. (ooppss..spilled a secret here, sorry bugsy!)

Happy Happy Birthday to my dearest BIG SIS!

wehehehe,, another year, meaning getting older..but I know, i know, wiser..

Happy Happy Birthday tegie, bagalia, benny, ghie, little ben..junior hahaha.. seems those years we fought everyday even in the littlest things are decades away..i know, ive become more matured enough not to bully you haha..me, being the meanest sister..

Well, you already had the BEST gifts in the world, a loving companion, a bouncy little chabelita isay pot and another one in the making hehe..hope its a boy..so nevermind asking me a gift, hehe,, utang muna.. wish and prayers na lang muna for you to be healthy as always just like before when ur'e still conceiving Jessah..

I know Im still making up for those years I made you cry, but no matter what you will be my one and only sister and I'll be with you thru thick and thin, thru Life's worst and its bests..so forgive this snooty little sis of yours okeis?

anyhoo, bless you sis, I know u're far more worthy than I to receive Lord's grace, so keep it up, and cheers to YOU and to ur fab Fam! luv yah!