la lang...

"Just because I doesnt love you the way you want to, doesnt mean I wasnt loving you for all I had"

hehe, gandang rason para sa mga kagaya kong sobrang needy no? minsan kasi tayong mga babae, we fall for a guy (na for sure naman e perfect match sa atin) and yet we want them to change in a kind of persona we percieve a perfect guy should be..

well, sabi nga men are like dogs, we can train them unless they are old.(hehehe)

and if they are already trained, they will become our BESTFRIENDS..wehehehe..

im sick again....

whoah.. 3months in a row na nagkasakit ako.. pretty alarming isnt it? yeah, natatakot nako hehe..

blessed i am to have a kind of companion na mas nahihirapan pa sakin pag nagkakasakit ako..eiwww.. sweet, but that's my hubby for sure..kaya madali din ako makarecover..

on a sad note, di ko na nameet ung perfect attendance for the quarter..sigh..but i still am, resolved not to incur lates. valid naman ang SLs ko whehehe..

kambal 101

mukha ba kaming kambal? hehe.. in fairness mas maputi ako sa ate ko hihihihi..

pero sa totoo lang mas mukha ding PILYA..at SUTIL..

o sya, nakatuwaan ko lang ipost hehe.. susunod naman post ko pic ni Isay at ang tatay nya wahehehehe

Until we meet again, Ate Dory

Last Sunday as I went to province to pay homage to a dearly relative, though we are ages apart, our bond become stronger thru her children. Her "anakis" are my Kababata..Sad to re think but the moment to see each other again can be done by this kind of circumstances. It is when you feel you need to be sad and respectful and at the same time, happy recollecting memories of your youthful years.

Ate Dory had suffered breast cancer, and I wished her soul's deliverance, and her Family to get up and rise again amid their grief and loss.

I know, we can still see each other someday.. God be with you til we meet again...

lab, luv, LOVE

Sigh, these past days has been a roller coaster ride for my feelings and emotions again..

Yeah, Many times that Ive been consumed again and again by my uncontrolled TEMPER and being abrasive to those around me. Many times i let myselp slip on holding off my tounge and then lashing everyone with my opinion, though they may be right but the way of delivering it was a bit or rather harsh to them.

Nah, i need to REALLY resolve this on my own, as what Alvin says You are what you SPEAK, and the WAY you handle Things DEFINES who you really are.

I do hope I have the highest spiritual maturity as what my Hubby has, or Prophet Thomas Monson, or even Bro Bo, wherein they are like beings of Pure Light. if someone were to throw dirt on them would be nothing for it to stick to and it would pass straight to them without affecting them..Great huh, Yes ...it is, indeed.

I know that when I allow myself to be less than, or to get upset, or to hold grudges, or afraid, or insecured or feeling a bit envious and resentful then I cannot attain the same spritual maturity that Hubby has, the dirt will still stick and I'll STINK.. not good..not Good..

Hubby told me that in his moment, wherein he only dwells himself to be in a good mood (well, with the years of being together, seldom I see (i can count it in my one hand in fact) him to be upset, angry and resentful. Positive thinking is what he always says, wherein if you got it on that state of mind, nothing that anybody said could upset you, and that is what I should feel like all the time.

I should learn how to not hold back any of my love, I should embodied the meaning of CHARITY..unboundless, unconditional LOVE. That I should Love without respect to whether or not anyone (REALLY) deserves my Love, and Im allowing Love to shine outward myself to everybody and into every situation I am in. Pretty Hard to do right? but it is the only way..Yeah i know.

Added to this is what Alvin also shared, even if you are good most of the times, even if you do good, but when times get rough, and disagreement arise and you suddenly BLOW UP, then all, ALL the good things, ALL the admirable qualities you have will be put into NIL. Nada, NOTHING.

Happy I am still, that sometimes, yeah Sometimes (whether You believe it or not) i was able to hold off my Temper and not to react all the time.. Reactive kasi ako talaga.. I'll always put my two cents in in whatever situation I am in..

Well, I should not hold off showing Love, so in this season of Love, My hubby will be my guinea pig.. oh, Lucky Him...

unpreparedness + procastination = anxiety and stress

hehe.. this coming sat and sunday will be our first open pre-board exams..

I dont know if ive got the courage (yeah i think so..) and the knowledge ( that, I dont think I have lots..) haha.. ano bayan Onette, what's happening to you? slacker!

Sadly, Im at lost (still) in doing the straight problems, i still have to iron out my understanding of the principles.. i dont want to just memorize the tricks, the formulas and presentation but the underlying principles behind that problem.. which is a sustaining one for a 1st reviewer like me.

Anyhoo, i promised to start this Half of term with zest and fervor not to be idle again haha..no more justification for me not reading my handouts..

well, a poem for me to just to stay positive..

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others;
It is because we are different..and each of us is special..!

Don't set your goals by what other people deem important...
Only God knows what is best for you.!

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart..
Cling to that as you would live your life, for without them, Life is meaningless....!

Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or future...
By living your life one day at a time..you live all the days of your life!

Don't give up when you still have something to give...
Nothing is really over..until the moment you stop trying!!!

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect...
It is the fragile thread that binds us to each other...

Don't be afraid to encounter risks...
It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave!!

Don't shut love out of your life by saying its impossible to find..
The quickest way to receive love is to give love...
The fastest way to keep love is to give it wings...

Don't dismiss your dreams...to be without your dreams is to be without hope...
To be without hope is to be without purpose!

Dont' run through life so fast that you forget where you've been...
But also know where you're going..
Life is not a race but a journey to be savored every step of the way!!!

Guess what's upholding my Happiness?

Bugsy and I will be going on a vacation this coming March..haha.. fingers crossed that I dont end up crying again at the NAIA 3 (naiwanan ng flight to bora) haha..considering that place is our Honeymoon destination..Well, we still enjoyed (especially Bugsy) our sudden trip to Baguio..Im not crying because I wanted to go to THAT place, Im crying because I lost 5k due to my carelessness haha..Now, if... IF ever we arrived late again, I dont have to shed so much tears, yeah I'll cry but just a little bit..for I've got the ticket for only Php 960.00 hahaha.. for TWO? and round trip at that..huwehuwehuwe.. good deals, good deals..

cant wait, hope Bugsy's finals aint scheduled to be on that dates.. grrr..

Guimaras here WE come!