getting back to my senses

Today my friend whom I indulge myself to reveal some of my inner self, inform me that she's so guilty doing things not good for her partner, having been chastised (thru email) she find herself that she's done no good to him, taking him for granted. Naisip ko din pareho kami talaga, we tend to take for granted the relationship we have, when in fact we are lucky to have our partner who stick by us no matter what circumstances is.

Well, i have to get back to my senses. and fell back on the right track.

come on, I keep saying to myself, why i tend to forgot those sweet starting days we had, all those patience, hardships and understanding he always relentlessly gave me even if most of the times I am really a pain in the neck. I've read today a post in our office e-blog that I have to move on, never to look back and hope for a man who left me just to be with another woman. Its simple, black and white - I am no longer his Girl, and he's no longer head over heels over me. Im being dumped. From precious to nonexistent at all..

Its easy to write than do it right but I keep my stand, i'll reaffirm again and again myself that I'll no longer (try hardest) walk on his shadow, that I have to set myself free.. and start a new life with a man whose always be at my side no matter what.

I just refer my man to be my butter belly (dont ask me why) .. He texted me this day this message:
" Luv u Ma, miss u, I apologize for my shortcomings( when In fact its i who had shortcomings), Thank u for understanding me always (when in fact again he's the one whose always understanding me) U r and will always be my best friend and the only one I want to be next with when i grow old. Luv u ma we will make it together in both our dreams. Luv u ma Thank God I've found you.."

Whoah.. i fought hard not to cry..

I love my butter belly..