Am I pissing you off?

Since Im working on a night shift mode, i tend to sleep the whole day (not literally though) some hours are wasted just staring at the ceiling wondering when I'll feel sleepy again.. or yet after drowsing a bit far then suddenly someone will disturb you (which makes me feel agitated for sure) it's not easy to have a work life differently. You cannot understand it unless youve tried it. Or yet you are among those people who prefer night work mode than day.

My hubby usually tease me that i sleep whole day long. This teasing made me feel hurt. Assessing myself if Im becoming lazy, or irresponsible wife to him. Added the fact that i know my MIL or IL says the same thing to me..that Im lazy too much to sleep the whole day. I am hurting. Honestly.


Libra
Mars in your sign gives you to show the stuff you're made of. However, there's probably a little too much energy with the Moon coming opposite and making you tense and impatient, Libra. Today you'll see just what this means as you attempt to balance your urgent desires with a loving, peaceful relationship. Unless you don't go about barking demands, it can be done!

I hope Alvin understand my situation, as I am trying to understand him.

What the heck, I am sleeping all the whole day to my heart's contents. Never mind those buzzing around. Mind their own life i say.

Sagittarius
It's three against one as to how the planets are aligned today. It might seem that people are ganging up and pushing you to bend in ways that are not comfortable. You need to be stubborn while still having a small degree of flexibility. Stand up for yourself but try not to slip into defensive posturing. You don't need to explain or justify your choices to anyone.

My pet peeves..

Since I am human, I myself like all of us has flaws, including the limit on acceptance, tolerance to other's acts, views and ways they lived their life. Not that I am too much affected though I try not to mingle or associate myself with them, to cut it short, I alienated myself to these kind of people. Just my POV though, BTW this is my blog eh? I’m entitled to posting my sentiments here.

1. People who are after material things - Our God wanted us of course to live our life in a comfortable way, not to suffer much if we can, but live a life that is livable, we can aspire to become rich but not on the point that these things owns us. We own them for our use, and for other's as well but not the other way around. What is with having 2-3 cell phones, everyday salon, having lots of money, come on these things will surely pass. What's worst in here is you already have many things (I mean really good, expensive things) and then you are still envying on things that other owned? That’s madness for sure.

2. People who are insensitive - loving material things makes you insensitive. How? You tend to brag everything you have, using the material possession you have just to show to others, you're something and that you tower above them.

3. People who do labeling - Who are we to put labels on defining what other's life is? If she/he is dark and not so pretty/handsome she's/he is poor? And dumb? If someone came from a public school, does this mean he/she is poor? And dumb too? Remember that Jesus came from a humbled family; he's father was a carpenter. He didn’t come from a royal family like kings but still he has a lot more to offer, and to give. I hope that those people who fall in this category take a time off and do some reflections. Who are we to judge and label them as this and that? God alone can do that.

I still have many more to say but these kinds of people really annoys me. I am having a hard time accepting and understanding them. However, if I think this way, I do fall also in the category of #3 right? And I don’t want that. I need to find a way to learn to understand and to accept them. I just prayed that God would give me inspiration and a gift of acceptance. Maybe, maybe become an instrument for them to be changed.

Wedding prep!

As preparation for my upcoming BIG DAY, i gathered some suppliers, paid half, some full, asked for discount, scout for styles, anything, but what we did first is to apply for our marriage license.

BTW here's the list:

Food/Caterer: Blue petals
Venue: LDS Buendia Chapel
Lights and Sound: Exstatic Lights and sound
Video/Photo: Funshots c/o Mart Manalo
Invitations : DIY
Cake: Goldilocks (tipidmode)
Bridal Car : c/o Tito Nestor
Flowers : Dangwa
Alvin's Two piece americana: Edwin Valerio
My gown : Bridal boutique located in Isetann (forgot the name)
Entourage dress: Medings Bridal Gown (baclran)
Souvenirs: LDS Magazines, DVD and Book of Mormon
Motiff: Pistachio Green with Fuschia pink

Some pics on the layout ive selected:

So many things still needed to be done.. whew!

Watta pose ISAY pose!!

What i missed most during the days that im in CA

hehe.. namiss ko si Babin, si Bololoy, si pot at ang nanay at tatay at ate ko...

ang kyut ni pot, kulit pa din ni Loy at ang payat ng babin ko.. hay, mapataba nga ulit..

happy i am to see them again..

there's no place to replace Home..

Yipeee! Uwian na!

o di ba after two months of staying in the land of ICE hehe.. uwian na!

A little speck of positiveness

Im feeling down lately, Im missing my other half's positive outlook in life. Happy I am today for having a heartful conversation with him, suddenly Im feeling OK now. Need also to uplift again my problems to the BIG BOSS Above...

Teehee!! This day is nice eh? I've got to do my work with no fuss at all...Being positive explains a lot.

Sagittarius
Feel like spreading your wings now, Sagittarius? The fact is you need to stretch yourself, take on challenges, and to have a few good things to look forward to. Your key planet Jupiter provides you with means of getting the support and enthusiasm of others and particularly at a time when another part of your being is racked with doubt. Revive your optimism! Show off a little!

Yeah, way to go Onette!