Busy as a Bee

December is a busy month for me. Having participated in Center's Christmas Party committee and along with Lala spearhead the SSSC Christmas Floor Decor contest. Aside from getting home late since Im a student again, lots of days I was reporting early for work. Whew.. Ive lost again precious "few pounds again".. but no sacrifice, no Victory right? There were days that I and my Hubby didnt got a chance to see each other for several days hehe..But i feel satisfaction here inspite of my no time for enough/so much sleep.. nor time for relaxing. I do love going to school again hehe. thanks for Alvin for pushing me again to pursue my professional career. i take it one at a time, i cannot say Its easy but i know it wont be that too hard if i put myself focus on it and motivated to the core of my bone hehehe..

so, here I am busy again preparing for the holiday festivities, hope my pocket can sustain me in my hour of needs.. and wants..hahahaha

Happy and Merry Seasons Everyone!

Karma

whew.. been long again since my last posts. so many things happened, but here I am posting another thoughts of mine..

Last sunday, we had our Centerwide Christmas Party at PICC Plenary Hall, the theme is Disney Christmas, so imagine a place full of Fairies, pixies, Princess, pirates, Prince, Cartoon Characters wondering around the Plenary Hall hahaha.. I just donned my not so famous Disney Character haha.. whatelse? but a Dame hehe.. or an errand girl to be blunt. Well, anyhow, I now believe that What you sow you reap hehe.. On our way to the venue, I and Eden happened to encounter another princess not in distress (but looks like it!)whoelse but the ever famous Cinderella..humm got no chance to peek on her Glass Sandals haha.. well, to be honest I was thinking bad about her outlook that time contradicting the Character she's portraying to what she really looks like (get what i mean?) well in short i find her not so convincing with the "cinderella role" haha..

here's the reaping part.. I ended up going home empty handed since I didnt win any raffle prize.. who else got the prize? Cinderella! So much of me being the Bad Girl hahahaha.. I might be calling myself the Wicked Dame hehehehe..

well, honestly, i do recognize my fault here,and i do pray that somehow somewhere our part could come accross so that I can personally apologize to her for my "unkind thoughts.."

Am I pissing you off?

Since Im working on a night shift mode, i tend to sleep the whole day (not literally though) some hours are wasted just staring at the ceiling wondering when I'll feel sleepy again.. or yet after drowsing a bit far then suddenly someone will disturb you (which makes me feel agitated for sure) it's not easy to have a work life differently. You cannot understand it unless youve tried it. Or yet you are among those people who prefer night work mode than day.

My hubby usually tease me that i sleep whole day long. This teasing made me feel hurt. Assessing myself if Im becoming lazy, or irresponsible wife to him. Added the fact that i know my MIL or IL says the same thing to me..that Im lazy too much to sleep the whole day. I am hurting. Honestly.


Libra
Mars in your sign gives you to show the stuff you're made of. However, there's probably a little too much energy with the Moon coming opposite and making you tense and impatient, Libra. Today you'll see just what this means as you attempt to balance your urgent desires with a loving, peaceful relationship. Unless you don't go about barking demands, it can be done!

I hope Alvin understand my situation, as I am trying to understand him.

What the heck, I am sleeping all the whole day to my heart's contents. Never mind those buzzing around. Mind their own life i say.

Sagittarius
It's three against one as to how the planets are aligned today. It might seem that people are ganging up and pushing you to bend in ways that are not comfortable. You need to be stubborn while still having a small degree of flexibility. Stand up for yourself but try not to slip into defensive posturing. You don't need to explain or justify your choices to anyone.

My pet peeves..

Since I am human, I myself like all of us has flaws, including the limit on acceptance, tolerance to other's acts, views and ways they lived their life. Not that I am too much affected though I try not to mingle or associate myself with them, to cut it short, I alienated myself to these kind of people. Just my POV though, BTW this is my blog eh? I’m entitled to posting my sentiments here.

1. People who are after material things - Our God wanted us of course to live our life in a comfortable way, not to suffer much if we can, but live a life that is livable, we can aspire to become rich but not on the point that these things owns us. We own them for our use, and for other's as well but not the other way around. What is with having 2-3 cell phones, everyday salon, having lots of money, come on these things will surely pass. What's worst in here is you already have many things (I mean really good, expensive things) and then you are still envying on things that other owned? That’s madness for sure.

2. People who are insensitive - loving material things makes you insensitive. How? You tend to brag everything you have, using the material possession you have just to show to others, you're something and that you tower above them.

3. People who do labeling - Who are we to put labels on defining what other's life is? If she/he is dark and not so pretty/handsome she's/he is poor? And dumb? If someone came from a public school, does this mean he/she is poor? And dumb too? Remember that Jesus came from a humbled family; he's father was a carpenter. He didn’t come from a royal family like kings but still he has a lot more to offer, and to give. I hope that those people who fall in this category take a time off and do some reflections. Who are we to judge and label them as this and that? God alone can do that.

I still have many more to say but these kinds of people really annoys me. I am having a hard time accepting and understanding them. However, if I think this way, I do fall also in the category of #3 right? And I don’t want that. I need to find a way to learn to understand and to accept them. I just prayed that God would give me inspiration and a gift of acceptance. Maybe, maybe become an instrument for them to be changed.

Wedding prep!

As preparation for my upcoming BIG DAY, i gathered some suppliers, paid half, some full, asked for discount, scout for styles, anything, but what we did first is to apply for our marriage license.

BTW here's the list:

Food/Caterer: Blue petals
Venue: LDS Buendia Chapel
Lights and Sound: Exstatic Lights and sound
Video/Photo: Funshots c/o Mart Manalo
Invitations : DIY
Cake: Goldilocks (tipidmode)
Bridal Car : c/o Tito Nestor
Flowers : Dangwa
Alvin's Two piece americana: Edwin Valerio
My gown : Bridal boutique located in Isetann (forgot the name)
Entourage dress: Medings Bridal Gown (baclran)
Souvenirs: LDS Magazines, DVD and Book of Mormon
Motiff: Pistachio Green with Fuschia pink

Some pics on the layout ive selected:

So many things still needed to be done.. whew!

Watta pose ISAY pose!!

What i missed most during the days that im in CA

hehe.. namiss ko si Babin, si Bololoy, si pot at ang nanay at tatay at ate ko...

ang kyut ni pot, kulit pa din ni Loy at ang payat ng babin ko.. hay, mapataba nga ulit..

happy i am to see them again..

there's no place to replace Home..

Yipeee! Uwian na!

o di ba after two months of staying in the land of ICE hehe.. uwian na!

A little speck of positiveness

Im feeling down lately, Im missing my other half's positive outlook in life. Happy I am today for having a heartful conversation with him, suddenly Im feeling OK now. Need also to uplift again my problems to the BIG BOSS Above...

Teehee!! This day is nice eh? I've got to do my work with no fuss at all...Being positive explains a lot.

Sagittarius
Feel like spreading your wings now, Sagittarius? The fact is you need to stretch yourself, take on challenges, and to have a few good things to look forward to. Your key planet Jupiter provides you with means of getting the support and enthusiasm of others and particularly at a time when another part of your being is racked with doubt. Revive your optimism! Show off a little!

Yeah, way to go Onette!

Let it snow, let it snow..Eh!

This is it!

Remember the entry Ive created Mangie saying i'll get wed by August? and the year is not yet known? hummm.. i think 2008 will be my year.hehe.. fingers crossed.

Im here at Calgary Canada for two months "business meeting" and one week at that, My Butter belly called informing me he wanted us to get married (once I get back to my homeland)Yipeee!! my ears flipped, my heart stopped beating with eyes blinking.. Is this for real? wohaa! Even if it seems unromantic but what the heck! Finally my prayers was answered hehe.. Sabi na nga ba tama si mami Chonie when saying "malay mo marealize ni Alvin na magpakasal na kayo pag lumayo ka kahit saglit lang". Wow, I was so overwhelmed of the idea of tying the knot finally. I've gamely talked about the date, the papers needed, the venue, (it is only a civil wedding for sure) nothing fancy which I more like it. For me, I wanted to get married without the hoola boola. Just my family, his family, some closest friends and the two of us. That would be my dream wedding..

Gusto ko na tuloy umuwi.. I missed my Butter belly so much.

I'll never get over praising HF and God for the wonderful blessings they've continously pouring on me. I do pray that Im worthy of the blessings.

Life can be full of surprises eh?

yeah, Life is so good.

What kind of Soul are you?

You Are a Warrior Soul

You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating. You don't give up. You're committed and brave. Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle. Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog. You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods. You also value honesty and fairness a great deal. You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding. You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?